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Big World: An Interview with Mary Miller |
April
23, 2009 |
"I liked to say things to shock him, the truth. Like
my father, he had sent me out into the big world all
alone and I was going to show him how ugly it was."
—from
the story "Big World"
Mary
Miller's short story collection, Big
World, was published by Short Flight/Long Drive
Books in February 2009. Though previously known mainly
for her pitch-perfect flash
fiction, Miller's debut collection of full-length
short stories is already receiving some wonderful praise.
Kim Chinquee notes that, "Big World is a
world of wonder. A powerful collection by an amazing writer."
Johnathan Messinger adds in his review for Time
Out Chicago that the stories construct a "sense
of claustrophobia [that] never lets up." HTMLGIANT
is unequivocal in praise,
stating simply, "I am, without a doubt, profoundly
envious of her work: I wish it were mine." Miller's
stories have been published in Black
Clock, Mississippi
Review, Oxford
American, and New
Stories from the South 2008, among other places,
and more stories are forthcoming in such magazines as
McSweeney's
Quarterly, Opium,
and Versal.
She is the author of the chapbook Less
Shiny and is an associate editor at Quick
Fiction.
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LUNA
PARK: First, congratulations on the
publication of your first full-length collection of stories
last month, Big World, published by Hobart’s
book imprint, Short Flight / Long Drive Books—with
some stunning David
Kramer original cover art to boot. And then congrats
again for your recent chapbook of stories, Less Shiny,
from Magic Helicopter Press. But well before these books
came out, I read and was delighted by your stories in
literary magazines, first in an issue of Mississippi
Review when I was on staff there, and later in Quick
Fiction, Black Clock, Oxford American,
and a dozen others. How did the Big World collection
finally come about? Did Aaron [Burch, editor of Hobart]
get in contact with you after you had a story in the magazine?
MARY
MILLER: Aaron and Elizabeth actually accepted
the manuscript before they published "Pearl"
in Hobart
9. Elizabeth Ellen contacted me early last summer,
asking if I had a short story manuscript they could look
at. She'd read some of my flashes in Quick Fiction
and Noo
Journal and had liked them a lot (but didn't
want to publish a collection of flash). At the time, I
didn't really feel like I had a short story manuscript
ready, but when I put it together, I had more stories
than I thought, and I liked them better than I remembered.
Things moved pretty quickly after that. We started looking
at cover art almost immediately, and decided on the title
Big World. It's kind of funny, but it took me
a long time to realize how ironic the title is.
LP: You mean ironic because it is a book of short stories?
Or maybe ironic regarding the actual dimensions of the
book—much smaller than even your standard genre/airport
paperback today. The size of Big World is reminiscent
of pulp
paperbacks of the early 20th century, dime store novels
and detective fiction and the like.
MM: I guess there's irony on that level, with the actual size
of the book, which is smaller than normal. But mostly
I mean ironic in the sense that the people in these stories
are living very small lives. They feel trapped, and locked
into situations in which they have willingly placed themselves.
These two sentences (from a short-short of mine called
"Los
Angeles") kind of sums this up: "I was looking
for a way out. Once I found it I would find my way back
in." I'm thinking in particular of the woman in "Animal
Bite." She has a house and a job and a husband and
a dog and, while these things are all perfectly nice (except
maybe the dog), she doesn't want any of them anymore,
but she doesn't really not want them, either, and she
knows if she manages to extricate herself from them she
will only go and replace them. It's sort of like when
you clean out your closet and haul it down to Goodwill
and then go shopping for things you will want to dispose
of six months from now.
LP:
All of your stories are told from the point of view of
a young woman. Is there something that particularly interests
you about this way of telling stories? Or, is this more
like a default access point to the world of fictional
imagination, as you are a young woman yourself?
MM:
While
my stories aren't autobiographical, I really do believe
in the whole write-what-you-know thing. One time I wrote
a story from the point of view of an old sick man and
it was just terrible. It was like really bad Carver. The
man sat around watching daytime television and eating
pie and it was just so bad. I guess I prefer to read stories
where you can tell the author is invested in some way
and hasn't just sat down and thought, “Today I'm
going to write a story from the perspective of a homeless
Haitian boy,” when that person has never been to
Haiti, been homeless, been a boy. It just doesn't seem
like it would feel authentic at all. Or maybe I just lack
imagination. This is entirely possible.
LP: You mention your stories are often about people living,
as you say, “small lives,” but the stories’
female protagonists seem at the same time very heroic
in their constricted lives. I am thinking of the girl
in “Leak,” living with her father after her
mother dies, or the young woman in “Big World”
dealing with her uncle’s death and loss and growing
up.
MM:
That's
interesting. I've never thought of the narrator in "Big
World" as heroic. She gives her sister advice (like
not to sleep with everybody) even though she's in a relationship
with a man who is abusive, who doesn't care about her
at all. If she's heroic, I think it's in the way she wants
things for her sister that she can't even want for herself.
I've never thought of the girl in "Leak" as
heroic, either. She's just in a situation she has no control
over and she's dealing with it the best she can, which
is what we all do, I think.
LP:
You are studying now under Frederick
Barthelme, a writer whose fiction—along with
that of Ann Beattie, Richard Ford, and many others—was
described by Bill Buford in a now
famous issue of Granta as American dirty realist writing. Buford said of these
writers—and this is sort of a long quote:
It
is not a fiction devoted to making the large historical
statement. It is instead a fiction of a difference scope
– devoted to the local details, the nuances, the
little disturbances in language and gesture....about
people who watch day-time television, read cheap romances
or listen to country and western music. They are waitresses
in roadside cafes, cashiers in supermarkets, construction
workers, secretaries and unemployed cowboys. They play
bingo, eat cheeseburgers, hunt deer and stay in cheap
hotels. They drink a lot and are often in trouble: for
stealing a car, breaking a window, pickpocketing a wallet.
They are from Kentucky or Alabama or Oregon, but, mainly,
they could just about be from anywhere: drifters in
a world cluttered with junk food and the oppressive
details of modern consumerism. This is a curious, dirty
realism about the belly-side of contemporary life...
It
seems to me he could have been writing about your stories
in Big
World. There is certainly a fair share of drinking
and shopping and staying in hotels in your stories, and
you seem to be very concerned with gesture and nuance—such
as the final image of “Pearl,” which is simply:
“I filled a coffee mug with water and drank it and
I stood there and listened.”
So
I guess my question is: Do you feel influenced by the
American dirty realists? If not, then who do you see as
your main influences as a fiction writer?
MM:
What
a great quote. This is sort of embarrassing, but I'm woefully
under-read. I grew up reading Stephen King and got a B.A.
in psychology, and I've always just read whatever the
heck I wanted to until now. I've never read Richard Ford,
and have only recently read stories by Ann Beattie and
Frederick Barthelme. My influences are mostly contemporary
women writers who take risks—Susan
Minot, Beth
Nugent, and Mary
Gaitskill. I think Beth Nugent's story collection
City
of Boys is the most brilliant book ever.
LP:
I love the stories of both Gaitskill and Minot, and
so will definitely pick up Nugent's book. Are there any
current literary magazine writers you are particularly
interested in? Whose names you are drawn to? Such as,
if I see Ander
Monson’s or Blake
Butler’s name in a new magazine I always take
a look. I'm curious to see what these writers might be
up to now.
MM:
I
think Nugent's book is out of print but you should be
able to find a used copy online. If not, let me know and
you can borrow it.
My
reading is so scattered. I think this is why I like literary
magazines so much. You can open it at random and read
a poem and then close it and you haven't read out of context
or anything. It's funny you mention Blake Butler, though.
I read a story of his today in Fence's Fall/Winter 2007-08 issue titled "List of 50: Rain,"
and dog-eared it. Some of the names I look for are Myfanwy
Collins, Elizabeth
Ellen, Hannah
Pittard, Kuzhali
Manickavel, Darby
Larson, Claudia
Smith, Aaron
Burch, Andrea
Kneeland, and Mazie
Louise Montgomery.
LP:
Are you reading any literary magazines at the moment?
Have any favorites? Last time we talked I think you were
saying how impressed you were by what Brigid Hughes and
company were doing at A
Public Space. What do you like about APS?
MM:
I've
been flipping through this Fence, and while some
of the pieces are really good (like Butler's), I've been
generally underwhelmed by the poetry. I'm a fan of Alaska
Quarterly Review, McSweeney's, Hobart,
and so many others, and I read online quite a bit, as
well—Coconut,
Wigleaf,
FRiGG, Dogzplot,
etc. There are just a ton of people doing really inventive
and interesting things in the online lit mag scene.
Yeah,
I really like APS. The stories they publish are
never boring and I love the first section, “If You
See Something, Say Something.” I like the smallness
and randomness of the pieces. I think A Public Space
manages to be fun and smart, which is a tough combination
to pull off; it feels like you're learning but you don't
really mind because it's so palatable.
I
still miss Swink.
LP:
What new projects, if any, are you working on?
MM:
Um,
again, scattered. I'm editing a manuscript of flash fiction
and working on a novel in which nothing is happening,
but I'm about to start smashing some shit up. I'm writing
stories here and there. I have some stuff coming out soon
in McSweeney's Quarterly, Opium, Versal,
Indiana
Review, and Whiskey
Island, and I'm excited about these because it's
been a while since I've had anything published in a print
journal (early last fall, I think).
LP:
In bookstores, what section do you go to first: the
bookshelves or the magazine rack?
MM:
Magazine
rack. Some stores don't know where to put the lit mags
that look like books, though, and you'll find them in
random places, like with the literary criticism or the
anthologies. This bugs me.

[The
top picture above is David Kramer's cover for Big
World. The second picture down is of Mary Miller
and is courtesy of the author.]
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